Ephesians 5:15-17
“Be very careful , then, how you live - not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil. Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord’s will is.
I always sit there thinking, “If I can just make it through (whatever it is that’s going on), then I’ll be okay. I just have to get to that point, where I want to be, and I’ll be okay.” If I was in church, it’d be to make it till the sermon is over; at school it’d be till lunch, then till school’s over. I’ve always been waiting, saying just make it to the next point. “Just wait till I graduate. Till I leave for Potter’s Field. Till the Field. Till Re-entry. Till I go home. I’ve never sat there actually being present. As Tessia’s last Inductive Bible Study says, she’s been asleep. Well, me too. I’ve been living my life like a zombie, I’ve been dead. Waiting for the next thing to come along. Not ever paying attention. Dead asleep.
I’m tired of sleeping. It’s been due time for me to wake up. I’ve been hitting the snooze button for way to long, I need to get uncomfortable and get up. I need to live my life instead of just waiting. I need to take in everything. I need to pay attention in class, soak in everything that is tossed at me. I need to make the most of every opportunity. I don’t do that. When there are chances for me to talk to someone about the Gospel, I hesitate and don’t do it. I always second guess myself. I need to be bolder. God calls us to be disciples and being a disciple you have to make the most of every opportunity.
Application: Pay better attention, so I’ll have Emily ask me every 10 minutes if I’m paying attention and have been making the most of every opportunity.
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