Skip to main content

IBS 74 - Ecclesiastes 5:4

Ecclesiastes 5:4
“When you make a vow to God, do not delay to fulfill it. He has no pleasure in fools: fulfill your vow.”

How often and how easy it is for me to say to God that I’ll do something. And then, as time goes on, I never actually do it. I second guess it, doubt myself, question God if that is actually what he wanted me to do, and so on. I put up so many excuses so that I don’t have to follow through with what I said I would. When God tells me to do something or go somewhere, I try to put it off. I tell him ok, and then doubt. “What if that’s really not God’s plan for my life. What if I just made that up? But, my plans are so much better.” How sad is that? As if my plans for my life could be better then God’s plans for my life. 
In Proverbs 19:21 it says, “Many are the plans in a person’s heart, but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails.” I always take my plans to God and say ok Lord, this is what I want for my life. But that is not his purpose. His purpose for my life is completely opposite of what I have thought of for my life. As much as I know that, I get scared of the places that he’ll send me. I’ll think that I can’t do it. And that’s the whole point. I’m not supposed to do it. It’s suppose to be God doing it. I just have to become willing, surrender everything to him, and trust him that he will do as he says. I just have to be faithful and do as I say. I must fulfill my vow. There is no reason for me to be worried, in Ephesians 3:20 it says, “Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine according to his power that is at work within us…” His plans for me are so much greater and better then my plans for me. It’s not about me, it’s never been about me. It’s all for the glory of God. And if I truly believe that, then I’ll give him my all and trust his plans and fulfill what I tell him I will. 


“Vital Christian experience is so simple: Christ’s will is your will. You are only Christian to the extent that this is true; you are not one inch further than that in spite of all your professions.” -The Making of a Man of God; Alan Redpath 

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

IBS 41 - Philippians 3:8

Philippians 3:8 “What is more, I consider everything a loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them garbage, that I may gain Christ.” Losing all things to gain Christ, considering them garbage. That’s intense. That’s hard to do. It takes a lot of faith and trust to get to that point. It’s one step at a time. Growing up, I’d here this verse. “You have to get rid of everything to have Christ.” That scared me, I didn’t want to get rid of my baby dolls and nail polish. As I got older, I learned the deeper truth to this verse. It’s not just giving up items, it’s giving up bad habits, your wants, your rights. It’s giving it all to God to know Him better.  When God told me to do Potter’s Field, I said no. I didn’t want to give anything up. I wanted to keep control, doing what I wanted to do, following my own dreams, holding on to earthly possessions. As God worked on my heart, it got harder to say no....

IBS 10 - Ephesians 5:15-17

Ephesians 5:15-17 “Be very careful , then, how you live - not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil. Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord’s will is.  I always sit there thinking, “If I can just make it through (whatever it is that’s going on), then I’ll be okay. I just have to get to that point, where I want to be, and I’ll be okay.” If I was in church, it’d be to make it till the sermon is over; at school it’d be till lunch, then till school’s over. I’ve always been waiting, saying just make it to the next point. “Just wait till I graduate. Till I leave for Potter’s Field. Till the Field. Till Re-entry. Till I go home. I’ve never sat there actually being present. As Tessia’s last Inductive Bible Study says, she’s been asleep. Well, me too. I’ve been living my life like a zombie, I’ve been dead. Waiting for the next thing to come along. Not ever paying attention. Dead asleep.  I’m tired of ...

IBS 17- Luke 3:14

Luke 3:14 “Then some soldiers asked him, “And what should we do?” He replied, “Don’t extort money and don’t accuse people falsely—be content with your pay.” It’s so hard to not desire money and want more then what you have. This world has always had a problem with money. Fighting for it, stealing it, living miserable lives to gain as much as possible. So many people live their whole lives to just get paid a little bit more, just to reach the next level without actually living. Money is such a controlling object and learning to not let it control you is a difficult task.  I’ve always compared how much I’d get paid to how much my friends would get paid. I worked so much to make so much, living only for the dollar sign. I’ve always hated spending money, but I’ve always tried to make as much as I could. I was never content with my pay. I always wanted more, thinking if I could make money I wouldn’t have to rely on God. Then I had to raise support, and that was something I...